Tired. So tired. There are so many things I wish I was better at. I wish I had more time to learn new things. Create new things. Be good at just ONE thing. I wish I knew who I was.
I think sometimes in all the chaos of this life I foget that earthly things do not matter. I need to store up teasures in heaven, in my children! I'm sure I'll feel better in the morning. I'm sure that I'll wake up with more energy for the day and be ready what what the day holds. But right now I needed to vent. It felt good.
So now I'm going to go change the 8th poopy diaper of the day, help my 2 yr old put his boots on for the 40th time today just because he like to wear his "boot" snuggle with my kids and wipe some little noses. Break up the fight and realize that someday I'm going to miss this noise. Smile back at my smiley little girl and Thank the Lord for the blessings that I don't always recognize that are all around me.